Here's the thing:
my beloved, my cherished husband , the wonderful man I love..........was just diagnosed with cancer. We um, don't know what kind yet, his doctors agree it's lymphoma or leukemia. We are heartbroken. What began as trip to the doctor's office for the flu, has become a nightmare of something horrific and unbelievable. . This can't be happening. He is the love of my entire life.
I can't be here without him. This isn't supposed to happen.
When did God decide we weren't supposed to live happily ever after?